regina koh: June 2006

no wonder ting said she need a money changer to be her BF tutor, thks to the exchange rate! nw den i noe eh.. so so so complicated.. but still not tt bad la, i can understand a LITTLE bit hehe...

acc was super confusing sia.. general journal isn't a diffi topic BUT mr norman made it SO CONFUSING for us.. i feel so stress... it's been a long time since the word "stress" come out from my mouth.. muahahaha...

i won't be going to sch tml... i have medical appt.. mrs low has kindly aproved my AL.. :) no bad la, tml onli BF lesson, think won't affect much ba..

sometimes i reali dunno wat to do.. who can i actually turn to?? mum is so worry for me.. i dun wan anyone esp her to worry anything more for me.. i always tot that i'm old mature enough to handle everything but i was wrong. but in the actual world and facts, who will b there to actually listen to what i've being going through?

medicine~ medicine~ i will bash up the next person who say "asthma gd eh, can skip SW". try coughing everyday and night. try using inhaler everyday without fail.. and try dun use inhaler for 1 day and u'll b coughing lik there's no tml...

general journal, returns journal, cash book blah blah blah......

yep, general journal was proudly introduced during acc lesson today.. my head became big la.. ccan't understand wat was taught.. luckily the next common test on acc doesn't touch those journals...

i'm restless... i'm dying soon... :P

the weather is SO "shitting"!!!

if i am asked to rate my appetite from 1 to 10 (e largest num, e biggest appetite), i'd rate it at 1! it's not tt i dun feel hungry totally, i do.. but i can't swallow anything.. my throat is nw lik having a heavy traffic jam.. if i continue to stuff foods down to my throat, it might cause "accident"... so mum, the pro dun lies in the foods, it lies on me.. so no point encouraging me to dem.. :)

acc was so messy today.. it's lik we (me la actu) haven reali "know" purchases and sales journals well, a new journal came in.... the RETURNS JOURNALS!!! they aren't diffi but if i am given to complete dem altogether at 1 go, i tell u, i'll get CRAZY!!!!!! cos i was nearly to the point ytd...

had BF clz test.. i got the "BEST" results ever since i got into ITE, even though it's juz a clz test.. 46 is the lovely number written on the front page of the papers... i HAVE to study HARD during tis coming 3 weeks holidays... BF common test is on the 2nd week aft sch reopened! i gonna concentrate more on unit 2...

a small little part of my hand is currently "blue black".. thks to the "TINY" needle poke into my hand and suck out a LITTLE bottle of my blood tis early morning!

my blood is same as my life.. full of infected virus... no wonder it's in my body.. i HATE medi! i'm sick and tired of MEDICINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when can i stop all medi include those cough, flu, asthma pills???!!!

anyone willing to take all the medi for me every morning??? FREE de, i dun charge you for ALL the medi... take as many as u wan :P

i reali LOATH the feeling of being left out esp for days... cos who noes it'll turn out to weeks, mths den yrs? yup, true, walking alone behind isn't being left out.. to me 1 or 2 times is alrite but i think 9 out of 10 times, i've being left out behind.. pls care for hw i feel.. i'm neither monkey nor a dog... do i deserve tis kind of "walk ALONE behind" treatment??? i'm making life diffi? den go experience urself being left behind for 90% of the times.. and was being left out by fren who's been wif me for yrs eh... i noe u'll surely feel sore too if someday someone do tt to u, it's onli whether u'll say it out anot.. but to me, i'm straight 4ward can? but if i didn't think of hw others feel, i'll juz burst out hw i feel instead of juz walked off.. dun expect me to gif fake smile or entertain anyone when i'm feeling bad! i not sure whether u can, but i surely can't!

and to ALL who's reading tis! tis is the 1st and last time i'll b saying tis: i noe i look fierce and look lik a bully! BUT i'm NOT! dun judge me by hw fierce i look! i'm a human too! i've my so-called "zi zun xin" also! dun always gif me f*cking look when e innocents look ma-chiam i'm e bully!

i type part of entry in red cos tis particular pro has been haunting me since i was young! yeah, i looked fierce since i was young! who shd i blame? i'm borned wif tis fierce look.. for ur info, my bro look FIERCER okay... the genes...

no lesson today.. mr norman was on MC.. a lec relieved.. kaoz.. she's so so so NAGGY!!! thk God she isn't our CA, or else we will definitely DIE! mrs low came in during the 2nd lesson, she gave us lesson on BF.. she said tt "relieve" tr, might teach us in 2nd yr for acc or personal tax... den we were lik $% 2 @ $%&!!! but heard tt she's a veri "motivated" lecturer who'll "motivate" students to WORK HARD...

i was wondering, izzit my hair is too long or the "safety mark" sticker pasted on my hair dryer is a BLUFF!!!

i was using e hair dryer tis aftnoon, suddenly, a strand of my long hair was TWISTED into the hair dryer!!!! ARGHZ!!!!!! PAIN!!!! i shouted!!! papa came to my rescue... i was accused by my lame dad tt i "played" wif the hair dryer!

dad: ur hair chao ta liao la! who ask u to play wif e hair dryer?! dangerous u noe!!
me: siao la! hair dryer hw to play???
............

and my mum still hav the cheek to LAUGH when she heard abt it... for ur info, the hair dryer is NEW, chosen by me and my mum...

so ppl, though wif a "safety mark" sticker, doesn't mean the item is 100% safe :)

i was damn pissed off by a stupid coakroach which spoilt my morning mood! i was holdin my clothes to the toilet as usual, den i saw tis "cute" little coakroach on the pail!

kaoz! den wat? frens, ur shd noe, 1 of my greatest "dead point" (in chi cal: si3 xue4) is COAKROACHES!!!! i didn't bath in the morning!!!!!!!! i'm so use to showering before i set off to any places... but the stupid pest pissed me off through tis way. not onli tt, i didn't even get the chance to relieve myself! pathetic me hav to go to one of the coffee shop at SRG to "ans" my nature cal!

see... hw a coakroach affect ones' life! i shd hav taken its photo for ur to see hw "cute" it was!

acc lesson was &#$%(*^%!!! petty cash is easy but the posting is so confusing... hope the coming common test isn't as tricky as the previous one...

went mos burger during the 3hrs break.. aft finished munchin our burger, saw a guy walked in from e bk door and walked pass us.. i was lik "tis guy look familiar".. den den den... i noe who's he! adrian goh!!!! yep! it's him! den i told ting..

me: TING!! adrian goh!
ting: (lookin at his bk view) no la... onli his size look abit lik la... think too much..
me: it's him!!! REALI!!!

den he sat down at so coincidentally, faced us..

me: it's him!!
ting: oh ya ya...

den i was lik.. too agitated for anything.. i nv expect to c him there tt's y i dunno hw to react therefore, i over-reacted... :P den xiu ling and elaine were lik in those "blur blur" situation... haha...

i walked forward to say hello b4 we went off.. ting nv expect i'll say hello to him rite? but Ms Tan, do u still rmb during our sec sch days? during our last day of N level? rmb? rmb? rmb???? :) but of cos, the hello is sincerely said okay! anyway i dun think he even noe me or wat eh? he gave me the "OMG + U??? + shd smile bk" look...

i was thinkin, wat if 2day the one i saw wasn't mr goh but is him ('XX'F)? would i b so carefreely reacted and say hello? i'll juz walk away wif a nasty look? go ahead and gif him a slap den walk away? or all of e above - say hello, gif a nasty look, and lastly a surprise slap?

i've been thinkin TOO much! mayb due to e effect of coakroach....

my whole day mood SUX! i juz feel lousy... no appetite, no mood... i'm wondering izzit link to last nite's nightmare...

i had a nightmare..

the dream was so real tt i nearly cry upon waking up..

the dream:
he's seeing another gal... the gal is his colleague, she's so sweet which i think tt's e reason y he's "dating" her.. he gave me a veri confidence look.. no guiltyness at all... we took e same bus, bus 147, they were sitting behind me. yeah, right behind me! e lovingness of dem made me felt so lost... but i still had to maintain my strongness and smile and waved dem gd-bye.. the worst came, her so-called gf, was staying right opposite my hse!!!

ARGH!! wat a bad nightmare i had!!

since it's juz a dream, y can't juz gif me a gd one.. mayb i could hav slap e gal in e dream? i noe i would nv do tt in my real life, so y not let me do it once in e dream??

i think it's becos i think too much tis few days.. rmb fri i went out wif ting n her da jie? i went hm my own cos they got their own dates. i was on my way to amk.. at Novena station, i saw tis guy who looked lik him aloT holding a gal's hand... his side-view, hair style, his outfits and the way he walked, looked exactly lik him! i was stunned! i nearly walked out wif him u noe.. but i didn't cos i noe if i walked out, there'd b two scenerios

1: the guy wasn't him, i wasted my time chasing out. and it might caused embarrassment.

2: if the guy happened to b him, i would not noe hw to face him. i will defintely break down at once.

okay, enough of my rubbish... i've juz been thinking too much... shall end my entry for today here. i still got lessons tml...

A real friend would never laugh wif someone who gives you sarcastic remarks, even tt's onli a "joke"

tis sentence came into my mind since dunno when.. but i think it reali do make sense.. so one day, if my so-called fren(s) did tt to me, deep in my heart, i'll noe, they aren't my real frens.. or in fact, somebody has been doing tis to me long time ago? i dunno... onli the so-called fren(s) noe...

wat a tiring day...

accompanied ting's sis, siying da jie to shangri la hotel body check-up cos she's found a job which required a full body check-up..

we (ting n me) were such a disgrace to da jie.. we machiam juz came out from kampong lik tt.. think e hotel "uncles" can't tahan us la.. haha..

ting: wow!! NA!! hotel so BIG de ah!!!
me: ohoh.. yalor..
da jie: OOI! u 2 dun xia sway me can?! dun behave lik kampong... esp U (lookin at ting)!!
me: yala.. stop kampong-ing can?

we saw sweets on e cus service counter n both of us GRAB dem!! hehe... aft awhile, an "uncle" brought us to e clinic..

"uncle" to da jie: so u're here for check-up?
da jie: ya..
"uncle": den tis 2 ur frens eh? so gd, u got 2 ppl to excort u here, plus me, 3..
ting: YA LOR!! we from KAMPONG!!!

OH!! ms tan!! mind u!! onli YOU r from the kampong NOT us!!! muahahaha..

i admit, we tend to b ABIT kampong la.. but we used to over-react over things.. anyway, shangri la hotel is GREAT! the toilet clean, class, nice... and much to my surprise, the toilet bowl aren't "auto-flash" which i, personal, HATE alot! i prefer flashin the toilet bowl by pressing e little button somewhere on top e toilet bowl eh..

aft tt went isetan... i wanted to get papa a gift for papa's day... b4 i could even shop for his gift, i had spend over 60bucks buying 3 tops.. all from isetan.. but the price were reasonable, weren't they? 3 tops costed less den 70bucks wors...

aft shopping for the gals' stuff... went to the 3rd floor, the men's department... bought a goldlion belt set for papa.. cost 66bucks.. gonna chase kor for money as soon as i c him..

aft isetan, we walked to far east.. i bought my 4th (last for 2day) there.. the top is NICE!! nicer den the 1st 3 tt i bought.. cost me 32bucks! kaoz.. i can't manage to save much and yet i spent more den wat i saved..

firstly, i would lik to thk a person. Ms Wei Ling from IQG! i was reali veri grateful for you helping me to keep my whole bunch of keys which i lost ytd... and she didn't noe me at all.. i didnt even c her at all though i've collected bk my keys...

the story...
i reached hm ard 8.30pm last nite and it was when i realised my whole bunch of keys has disappeared! i didnt panic at all cos i'm veri veri sure i didnt left it on my letter box's lock.

e first place i went to tis morning was the admin office in sch. no keys was found. so i went to my locker to collect my books cos ting has a set of my locker's key. den den den.... i found tis little note stuff in between my locker "door", saying tt my bunch of keys is wif her.. it stated her name n clz she'd b also.. so we went to e 2nd storey to find her..

saw steven walking to e clz while we were waiting den we knew tt he is in IQG also.. we waited until 10.20am which was den our lesson also started but we informed mr norman b4 hand tt we would b late for AWHILE onli.. but e gal hasn't reached e clz.. i've reali got no choice but to ask steven to keep e keys for me cos i dun wanna to miss acc lesson..

aft tt, steven called while i was doing my acc, he said e keys was wif him already. aft finishin my acc, ting n me went to 2nd storey to collect bk my keys... SO, i didnt get to c my DA EN REN!!!

anyway, my gratitute will not b less though i didnt thk u personally :)

ytd:
ting n me went turf city to interview for "customer service assistant".. both of us were selected for e training.. but i doubt i'll b going..

e interview kinda warned me.. she said e job is not onli stressful.. she hav lotsa cashiers having shortage of money ard hundreds or even thousands a day.. and tis incurs to majority of e cashiers... the shortage of money nd to b deducted in the salary.. GOSH! hw if there's shortage of hundres or even thousands of $ in my cash till in a day?! i would b wking FREE for dem for dunno hw manay days..

the wages is kinda HIGH which attracted me to go for e interview.. but, if e highly paid salary is to b prepare for the shortage of money, den wat for getting such a HIGH PAY job?

there're both gd n bad news today..

lets start from e gd one..

Good news:
i got 94 for my acc CA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! i nv nv expect aft so many careless mistakes, my result still maintain at the "90 & above range"... i was extremely shocked when i c e marks on my paper.. i tot either my eyes r giving me pro or mr norman's marking skill got pro.. but den i realised tt e ledger thingy is 80% la, so minus less marks mah.. haha.. but seriously, i hav to wk harder and b more "friendly" to acc in future in order to score better in e next CA n exams...

frens, paiseh eh.. i noe i was too anxious, over-react and etc for the results of tis paper.. but ur noe la, if 1 day, i dun over-react for anything, den ur shd b wry where the real regina has gone!!! muahahaha...

now, the BAD news...

i mentioned b4 i got asthma attack etc... den aft those time-wasting and money-costing check-up, plus the "forever cough", the doc checked out tt my lungs aren't pumping well... yep, asthma la... den prescribed me e inhaler.. i didnt noe is asthma until........

nurse: okay, nw i'm going to teach u hw to use e inhaler..
me: orh...
nurse: btw, u got asthma for hw long le huh?
me: i got no asthma...
nurse: (looking at my files) huh?? u noe wat's inhaler? the doc prescribe tis for u cos u got asthma and it's clearly written in ur file le mah..
my mum: huh?! but the doc didnt say is asthma leh..
nurse: but she got write in her file leh...

u see.. nwaday doc onli noe hw to write but dunno hw to say... cause tis type of embarrassing situation to happen to my mum and me...

WTH!! i gonna gif up oranges, cold drinks, ice cream and stuff lik tt??? NO WAY!!! i would nv give up on anyone of dem! bleahx :P

to MA: wat we gals nd is not onli a gd guy, but a gd guy who's suitable wif our characters, habits and etc. so that life would b easier for both parties. no point think bk. dun brood over the past anymore! be brave to look forward and move on! :)

my acc CA SUX! i made lotsa careless mistakes.. caused me to lost at least 6 marks! n i think e most i could get is ard 80%... i wasn't lik tt last yr.. i learnt book-keeping, yet i made such a 2pid mistake which e rest of my clzmates (who learnt BOK) didn't make.. WTF! no wonder neither mr norman nor mrs low mention who's e setter.. i reali feel disapointed... wat if juz becos of e "minor" marks n drops my results to a B? kaoz...

i doubt i can slp well tonite.. i think i'll b havin a nightmare or wat...

finally, i noe hw to swim!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. e credit goes to ms tan.. muahahaha... she "force" me to e water n swim.. in order to survive n get to c my bio-mum again, i swim.. haha..

i think my eye bag n dark circles isn't obvious anymore cos my whole body been "darken" by e sun..

i reali loath going swimmin pool during (MOE) sch holidays.. e pool machiam contains gold lik tt.. everyone jumped in.. esp kids la.. ya, adults did tt too.. childish eh?

aft swimmin, went TM for lunch/dinner.. had pizza!! pizza hut now got e $7.95 meal.. student got further 2bucks discount wors.. haha..

we had mock test AGAIN.. tml will b e common test.. hope everything is fine.. NO careless mistake, NO tricky qns for us to waste our time.. hope can get full marks.. let's pray... muahahahaha...

i love e weather today.. though it's raining cats n dogs which caused some inconvenience but, it's better den e sauna weather, isn't it?

had accounting mock test AGAIN! i did 'careless' mistakes la... lik dropping the wrong num into e wrong ledger... n confuse where to put my pathetic computers... -_-"common test is coming.. tis thurs!! 1 hr to complete e qns... kaoz.. i can't afford to think where to lace e computers n where to debit, credit.. NO TIME AH!! muahahaha...

mrs low said my eye bags r getting more n more obvious... lik e panda from china.. i dun mind being 1 cos pandas r china's guo bao... muahahaha... but seriously, i think i got to do sth on my eyes eh... as usual, she link e panda topic to china den taiwan den blah blah blah.. she juz wanna tok la... let her b.. anyway, somtimes her topics r quite interesting la.. haha..

went mall wif ting.. met dao neh to pass her JJ's concert tickets.. btw, ANY1 WAN LIN JUN JIE'S CONCERT TICKETS??? i hav gd kan tao.. msn/sms or leave me a tag for more info.. hees...

4 hope/grace (2004)... muahahaha... i'm standing rite BEHIND.. :P

I'M VERI VERI EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least in the 2006, today can counted as e most happy day to me.. haha!! those who went for e harmony concert wif me will noe y.. hehe..

i would lik to show my deepest apologies to ms tan si ting.. i not gu yi pinched u, beat u during the concert.. u noe la, i was veri high arhz... haha!! and for those who i've directly or indirectly made you "xia sway" by beening "hua chi", SORRY!!! hehe..

we (or in fact ME) shouted damn loud!! esp during e last performance.. dance by trs... haha..

aft the concert n buffet, went to de roof top to find mr kang... he said he'll book a chalet for sec 4 NT (2004) somewhere ard july... so kind of him eh...

i doubt i can slp well tonite.. i'm too high... MUAHAHAHA!!

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