the stduying hrs for today is short. i love monday, though i've monday blues. LOL. siting n elaine overslept this morning, so i attended SW without dem. pang seh me eh. hehehehe! LOL

IAC CA date is out! 14Nov. thk God, it isn't dated this week, or else, someone pls kill me, thks =)
i'm still pretty blur abt the vertical TPL. pengz~

aft sch went library to do some research on Childcare. y can't the books i need located at cheng san library? i dun intend to go all over to Yishun just to borrow the books i want! but still, i borrowed 3 chinese books. hopefully, i'll finish reading dem before the due. hehe.

the stduying hrs for today is short. i love monday, though i've monday blues. LOL. siting n elaine overslept this morning, so i attended SW without dem. pang seh me eh. hehehehe! LOL

IAC CA date is out! 14Nov. thk God, it isn't dated this week, or else, someone pls kill me, thks =)
i'm still pretty blur abt the vertical TPL. pengz~

aft sch went library to do some research on Childcare. y can't the books i need located at cheng san library? i dun intend to go all over to Yishun just to borrow the books i want! but still, i borrowed 3 chinese books. hopefully, i'll finish reading dem before the due. hehe.

worked till 4pm only. cos not much customer today. hoho. a new gal came. she's only 15! she's so young yet she's out to work!

let me think what i was doing when i was 15... schooling, playing, enjoying, spending. i doubt my parents would allow me to work at such a young age even if i requested. haha.

guess what? the new gal guessed my age. she guess that i'm 26 this yr! ARGHZ!!! do i reali look so mature??? forget it. she's juz a kid. bleahx.

i bought a necklace again. sigh~ when can i reali save? there's so much items i've reserved but has not pay. also realised that there's quite a few of outfits which i didn't even touch after i've bought them. i just left them pathetic-ly aside. i think i shd learn how to save. think b4 i buy!

i wonder y i keep going to toilet. i did drink plenty of water. but it's those "acceptable level". haha.

i was unable to fork out any extra time to blog for the past few days. have been wking aft lessons. though it's pretty tiring, but i enjoy wking and studying at the same time. cos time passes easier and i dun have much time to think so much =)

but from next week onwards, i dun think i'll have much time to wk. IAC CA is juz next week. think shd be end of next week. you see, it's only the 3rd week, CA arrivals. lol. BC project coming also. we have to promote either products or services. i chosed services. i wanna promote childcare! need to find lotsa lotsa infomation from net and also from yilin cos she's wking at a childcare. LOL

took lotsa photos tis few days. i admit, i'm EXTREMELY zhi lian okay... haha... i simply love taking photos, esp of myself. HAHA!!!




me and darling Jac


yeah, i admit, i'm acting cute, okay... haha.


my lovely mummy. do we look alike? haha.


going to work. bleahz.


during work.

Aft few days of depression, i'm fine now. back to the old regina. but i dun think i'll play as much as last time. i juz dun feel like.

School was alright. 3hrs only. wee~ went kovan for lunch wif siting. i think i reali cant take oily foods. i tried taking KFC on sat and tis aftnoon. last sat, i vomited aft eating KFC, today, i had a stomachache aft eating. i think my gastric is kinda spoilt. LOL. onli porridge suits my stomach. HAHA!!

shopped ard kovan and bought a top and jeans skirt from this fashion. i think it's been long since i last went this fashion to get an outfit. tt's y i feel that the items i bought today weren't ex. haha. i told mum that the top is for my CNY but ting said it's impossible for me to wear on CNY cos i can't wait to wear it! haha!

saw zhonghui while i was walking towards the bus-stop. said hello to each other. he looks the same. haha. Joan called me while i was on the bus. asked me to wk today. i rejected. sry, i have to complete my IAC today so that i could go for wk tml. hee...

if u are my regular reader(s), u'll realise that the entries posted this few days were pretty pessimistic. yes, i think tt's the real me, isn't it? my msn on fri wasn't positive too. and xiuling was the 1st who asked me wat happened. i think tt's the 1st thing she did when she signed in. thks =) and of cos, thks to all those who shown concern to me and tagged on my tagboard =)

frens, dun wry, i'll be fine :)

i think i've fallen for the one i shdn't fallen for.

i'm tired. emotionally. sometimes, i reali feel lik quitting sch. i dunno y. juz feel tt way. my life seems miserable but i'm the only one who knows and feels that. my outer seems relaxing, funny, smart and even CLOWN. but who knows and understand the actual emotions that i'm feeling? i dun wanna to be the clz's clown anymore. i loathe this kind of title. even i'm a clown, who will appreciate this clown?!

everything seems so unfamiliar. except for IAC, i can't understand the rest of the modules. seems like poly is drifting far from me...... i'm feeling extremely stressful. like wat i've said, no one is sensitive enough to feel my emotions, so no one sense that regina is STRESS!

i'm sick. went hm at 10am in sch today. my stomach wasn't well. got 2 days MC. but i think i'm still going to sch tml. it's fri and onli 3 hrs.. ;)

Tired again! i'm moodless. i was alright in the morning, but dunno y, suddenly felt restless, moodless and feel like crying. Elaine said i gonna suffer from depression soon. LOL. Elaine, if u're reading this, pls dun wry for me n dun think so much, i think it's due to the haze, not depression symptons. HAHA!

Going to SRG later to have my photos developed. =)

I'm freaking TIRED!!! Just reached home. Had Japanese Language course aft lessons. Woo~ it's fun eh. Took the course with Grace, Jo, Curtis.. Siting was selected also but she's absent today.

This lead to another point. I realised that i'll get bullied when siting isn't in sch. haha. I was badly 'suan' by Ryan and Curtis during the whole 1 hr break time! B4 the break ends, wei heng joined in too! Wat the...... They have ruined my reputation BADLY!!! -_-" Dun wry guys, dun forget there's 1 and a half yrs more to go eh... hehehehe!!!

this morning, i tot Elaine isn't going to sch also. i was so worried! haha... thk God she went :P haha...

I dunno why, I feel restless and abit heartless to study this sem. i was wondering izzit cos i need more time to recover from the 1mth break or izzit i've started to lose interest in studies? i hope the fact isn't the latter.

I don't have much appetite recently. I am not able to eat as much as last time. I hope this will last so that i could save and lose weight at the same time. muahahaha!!!

Went to kbox ytd to celebrate Darling Doris and Yilin's bday. it was fun! went Vivo City aft that without Doris. hmm... Vivo is HUGE!!! ting ah, u reali cannot go on ur own hor.. LOL!! spent 132bucks on cosmetic!!!! i have to SAVE!!!aft Vivo, met ting n jo at kovan. LOL...








The Lovely Couple






If u did look at the photos carefully, you'll realise that i looked pretty haggard. i'm been slping too less recently. slp late but wake up early.

anyway, my two darlings, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Hope you'll like the presents =)

sch has reopen! the time-table is not too bad. quite relaxing. so ppl, can ask me out eh. LOL



tt's not my spec =)


The Lovely IQB =D

Mon's sch ends at 11am!! woo~ acc ting to AMK to had her hair cut.



Aft the hair cut, went kovan to have lunch. fish&chips! GOSH!! i wan to slim down!!! ARGHZ!!! went mall and walked ard also..

i think i got to go and rest. i've been busy uploading and editing those photos once i reached home from mall just now. byez =)

You're so cruel. Now i know, we can't even be frens anymore. Thks for the hint!

Anyway, I dun think I'm unable to accept anyone at the moment. I dunno whether it's a joke or wat. But i'll juz treat it as a joke, okay? :)

*yawn*

LV LV LV!!!! Finally, bro bought a LV handbag home. though it's for Mum, but i think i'll be its main user. =)





the pathetic LESS discount vouncher -_-"

juz reached hm from work. TIRED! lol.. Compass Point was so crowded today! Thanks to Jean Yip Hub grand opening!!! managed to take some photos from 2nd and 4th floor, so dun expect too high on the quality ;)






the pretty models


did anyone manage to see Jean Yip and Mervin (sry dunno his surname)??? cos i can't. HAHA!!

oh btw, Mervin looks cool in real person. saw him quite a few times recently =)

work wasn't really success today. seems like everyone is unhappy cos of only a particular 1 person. i dun wish to care abt anything but.... sigh... i also dunno wat and how to say...

going to kbox with darling lin and darling dao neh... it's their bday on mon!! i feel so sry to yilin, sry i can't attend your bday party today. thks for the invitation :) but dun wry, i'll sure be at tml kbox session!! muahahaha!!!

Finally, i've got my 30% staff discount coupons!!! wee~ i dunno i have the coupons in the first place, until Joan passed them to me.

I have only 5 copies. And each copy can only purchase 1 item. -_-" which means, i can only buy 5 items with staff discount for every 3 mths. yeah, 3mth 5 coupons. stingy rite?

Just reached home not long ago. went NSC for my skin pro. Doc said the main pro lies on my ITCH hands! I've been used to scatching my hands. LOL.

After seeing doc, went Compass Point met ting, with Mum (my bio-Mum). Mum bought me the new watch! Finally, i got my watch. TITUS!!! I love that watch! Thanks Mummy. I think i've been spending her too much money recently. My Hp, medical fee, watch, hair-cut......

And yeah, i've got my hair cut too. cut it a little bit shorter but much more curly. My hair is no longer straight anymore. Not even a single strand of my hair is straight now! i think i shall save, and get a rebonding done end of the end. I really can't stand my hair to be curled. I still prefer straight hair even though now straight hair ia counted out-dated? I dunno, i just think i suit that =)

Joan said I look nicer with make-up. Hmm.. i think so too. It covers my pimples, that's why. HAHA. Think i shall consider putting on make-up during work also? HEE...

i've been neglecting this blog for days. lol. didn't even have the time to watch tv, how would I have the time to blog?

I have been working for the past few days. I should/must earn more, in order to replenish back the money i spent previously. And i got so many things to buy! i reserved lotsa items in Helen, i think if i pay them in one go, i'll be broke! haha...

I had a dream. I dreamt of you. In the dream, you told me harshly that you don't love me anymore. I woke up once u said that in the dream. I did feel like crying. But after awhile, I thought back alot and i realised something. Our distance are so far, far to the extend that i couldn't see you anymore. It seems like, it's just a dream. You appeared in my life and made urself an important part in my life, a important person to me, but disappeared without any signal given, that's really like a dream to me.

My watch had spoilt. That lousy 12 bucks watch! Mum is going to buy me a good one, cause I got good results =) I asked the lady working at City Chain which is just beside my shop, would I get a discount if I purchase watches from them. she said she will give me 30%!!! WOO~ that's alot man! imagine the watch i like is 215bucks, and after the huge discount, it only cost 150.50bucks! Mum said she's going to pay only 150bucks for my watch and i have to pay for the remaining. So, it'll be just nice if i get the 215 watch! I don't think Mum will ask me to pay the remaining 50 cents? LOL!!!

Hmm... i shall go get prepared to go for work. I don't wanna to be late again =P

i'm sick.

Joan called me twice today, asked me abt my results. i told her that i got all A! she was happy for me too and said Van and her wanna treat me starbucks. 2 cups! BUT, term and conditions apply. replace Van to work for 1 week. i agreed BUT not cos of the free coffee! i helped cos they treat me quite nice and of cos i wanna to earn more also, since i'm available =)

Agreed to start work tml but i suddenly feel sick aft movie. yeah. we went for movie today. wif ting, yihao, kait ser and guo long. we watched Rob-B-Hood! the show is FUNNY!! quite touching also. i cried... the baby was SO SO SO CUTE!!!

As usual, ting and me laugh like siao char bo for dunno whatever reasons. LOL!

Before the movie, we went to have fastfoods. i forgot the name but the burgers are DARN BIG! nice also. i shared with ting. the guys (expect guo long) also couldn't finish the burgers.

though we were all FULL but i finished half box of the large popcorns on my own! LOL!!

After the movie, i felt restless and giddy. felt like i was going to faint anytime. But we still walked to somerset from PS. i told them i really bth le got to go see a doc.

When i reached the clinic, the auntie took my temperature, 38degree! -faint-

i dun have any symptons of having fever. juz took my medi, feel better.

Rmb i was worried of my 1st sem results?

now it's out.juz out. i got ALL As!!!!

YEAH!!! actually i was pretty shocked. as i said b4, i made lotsa mistakes on my BF paper and i did it lousy during the CT also. i think my results for CT was amoung the "top" 10 LOWEST!

there's a few person i wish to thk:
1) our lec of cos
2) those who trust me could get gd results while i dun
3) Kovan Macdonald, for providing us "comfortable" place to study =)
4) and and and Ms Tan who nudge me for telling me the results was OUT!!
5) my parents for giving me fully support
6) last but not least, the classes who did not as well so that me and ting could squeeze into the GPA 4 =)

okay, i'm going back to slp now. -yawn-

sigh~ i'm tired. slept less than 4 hrs last nite. wake up at 7am for check up. as usual, brought/bought back a BIG packets of inhalers -.-"

met ting in the aftnoon. went kovan to accompany her to make her new specs. the specs are all so nice and style sia. too bad my eyesight has improved ALOT so i dun nd to wear spec anymore. sigh~ lol!

aft that, went compass. we also dunno y we went there. lol. ate macdonald. sickening~ i have it almost every sat but i still feel like eating it. lol.

and as usual, embarrassing things kept happening. sigh... whenever i'm with ms tan, there's no way to prevent embarrassing things to happen. lol.

Joan juz called. i have to go back tml to help out for the STOCK-TAKE!!! *faint* i hate stock-take the most! but no choice, got to earn money mah. lol.

results will be out on wed, 9am! i doubt i could slp well tml. i know the facts can't be changed. but hopefully i can get a good result :D God, You must bless me okay?

met my 2 ex-colleagues on friday.


i lik tis photo cos it's BLUR! lol!


choosing songs


singing songs




puay san singing. notice hw she fold her legs?? LOL.


i noe i'm abit extra. keke.


say cheese :D


me and puay san



the lunch. erm, i think parkway's one is nicer :D


courtesy of a server. thk thk.


me and puay san


me and celia




didn't see the photo of me singing?? dun forget, i'm the photographer. LOL

aft the kbox session, went orchard for shopping. but they dun seems veri enthu. dunno y. lol. lunch at pizza hut aft that, puay san wenta hm. me n celia walked to PS and shopped for while.