i reali LOATH the feeling of being left out esp for days... cos who noes it'll turn out to weeks, mths den yrs? yup, true, walking alone behind isn't being left out.. to me 1 or 2 times is alrite but i think 9 out of 10 times, i've being left out behind.. pls care for hw i feel.. i'm neither monkey nor a dog... do i deserve tis kind of "walk ALONE behind" treatment??? i'm making life diffi? den go experience urself being left behind for 90% of the times.. and was being left out by fren who's been wif me for yrs eh... i noe u'll surely feel sore too if someday someone do tt to u, it's onli whether u'll say it out anot.. but to me, i'm straight 4ward can? but if i didn't think of hw others feel, i'll juz burst out hw i feel instead of juz walked off.. dun expect me to gif fake smile or entertain anyone when i'm feeling bad! i not sure whether u can, but i surely can't!

and to ALL who's reading tis! tis is the 1st and last time i'll b saying tis: i noe i look fierce and look lik a bully! BUT i'm NOT! dun judge me by hw fierce i look! i'm a human too! i've my so-called "zi zun xin" also! dun always gif me f*cking look when e innocents look ma-chiam i'm e bully!

i type part of entry in red cos tis particular pro has been haunting me since i was young! yeah, i looked fierce since i was young! who shd i blame? i'm borned wif tis fierce look.. for ur info, my bro look FIERCER okay... the genes...