my whole day mood SUX! i juz feel lousy... no appetite, no mood... i'm wondering izzit link to last nite's nightmare...

i had a nightmare..

the dream was so real tt i nearly cry upon waking up..

the dream:
he's seeing another gal... the gal is his colleague, she's so sweet which i think tt's e reason y he's "dating" her.. he gave me a veri confidence look.. no guiltyness at all... we took e same bus, bus 147, they were sitting behind me. yeah, right behind me! e lovingness of dem made me felt so lost... but i still had to maintain my strongness and smile and waved dem gd-bye.. the worst came, her so-called gf, was staying right opposite my hse!!!

ARGH!! wat a bad nightmare i had!!

since it's juz a dream, y can't juz gif me a gd one.. mayb i could hav slap e gal in e dream? i noe i would nv do tt in my real life, so y not let me do it once in e dream??

i think it's becos i think too much tis few days.. rmb fri i went out wif ting n her da jie? i went hm my own cos they got their own dates. i was on my way to amk.. at Novena station, i saw tis guy who looked lik him aloT holding a gal's hand... his side-view, hair style, his outfits and the way he walked, looked exactly lik him! i was stunned! i nearly walked out wif him u noe.. but i didn't cos i noe if i walked out, there'd b two scenerios

1: the guy wasn't him, i wasted my time chasing out. and it might caused embarrassment.

2: if the guy happened to b him, i would not noe hw to face him. i will defintely break down at once.

okay, enough of my rubbish... i've juz been thinking too much... shall end my entry for today here. i still got lessons tml...