regina koh: September 2006

Sometimes i feel that i'm nothing to my frens.
i do cherish all of them but seems like i'm the only one doing so.
I'll get worried if 1 of them feel emotional or having pro.
but they dun seems to treat me back the same way, in fact, they seems to be caring nothing at all.
izzit true that frenship will tarnish when time flies?
izzit true that there's live-time frenship available?
or izzit the way i handle frenships is such a mess that they can't last?

i've been thinking of all these recently. i can't be blamed for thinking all these things. cos from the way they treated me recently, gave me all these feelings. but now, i won't explore out anymore cos i dun see there's a need to do so. as even i do, will the one know how am i feeling? nope, he/she WON'T!

another story here, i copied these from ting's blog. so true.

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is a GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!

I'm bored!
I'm Bored!!
I'M BORED!!!

i hate holidays la! gonna stayed at hm almost everyday. almost all my frens are wking while i'm only wking on sat! so pathetic man...

i dun even have the sufficient money to go shopping... i've heard lotsa ppl telling me tt "shopping doesn't nd money de. u can do window shopping!" please la.. which lady will be so cruel to herself to go window shopping everyday, juz see and dun buy?

btw, i reserved a top at kovaN. hehe... it's cheap and nice la. 15 bucks only. hehe...

i feel fat! esp on my shoulder area. i can feel my shoulders getting broader each day. OMG! i dun wan la!! i wanna to slim down! at least 5kilos.. is it possible?? lol..

hmm... it light pink matchable with light yellow (looks abit lik skin color)???

my legs r in pain!

does anyone realise something? i do complain alot on every sat's entry. i realised that. so, i'll TRY to complain less in order not to make my blog seems boring and down. lol. but not today cos i got things to complain!

I dun feel like going to work next sat! Cos i'm going to work with ______!!

i'm tired. shall go rest.

Gd Nite :)

the following paragraphs is copy paste from darling ting:

Smile is happiness =D
Sooner or later... ... ... Its a matter of time.. Let him go ba.. He will nv cum back.. Gif urself more time.. COs time heals everyting! Dun go tink abt thought u too free.. Tis is wat i smsed u.. Dun hate him of wat he did.. Jux treasure e time ur been tgt.. U r happy once in ur life time, u met HIM! B proud of it.. U should noe hu u r.. jux smile.. N everyting r gone~ =)

Be brave to face it.. Not to avoid.. Be smart of seeing guys.. Cos he taught u!

-ting-

she's rite. he taught me ALOT! forgive and forget~ perhaps i may be able to forgive but not forget.

juz came back from work. tiring..... tml wking full day. shall try to earn more during this holiday hehe.. i reserved a set of accessories for my besties' birthdays which are coming soon. hmm, sry cos i really dunno what to get for ur. lol.

i tot i was very brave. i tot i could forget everything and move on smoothly. i tot i could forget him, forget everything regarding him.

But i was wrong!

A knife seemed to poke deeply in my heart again. I know, i'm useless. Dragging for more than 2 yrs, using more than 6 mths to forget. the worst thing was, i tot i'd got over him while the truth is vice versa!

okay, enough of my rubbish! it's time for me to go for work.

Smile, and everything will be fine :)

i admit, i'm a PIG. i slept continously for 15 hours! sometimes, i really admire myself for being able to do that. LOL

i think k800i has gave me quite a number of problems. firstly, the great functions which i'm still exploring them. 2ndly, the rinetones and divert call thingy. last but not least, the sms alert, it don't seems to ring when sms is sent in?

what's the use of saying all these now? i've already bought the phone, due to the extreme clear 3.2 megapixel camera. i only think of how clear the camera is but neglect the facts the i don't suit sony ericsson phone. Perhaps i've being too used to nokia phone?

chatted with puay san on msn juz nw. yeah, my ex-colleague from zone one. we chatted quite alot. promised to meet up someday before our sch reopen with the others :)

i'm freaking TIRED now! went back to sch early in the morning for co-op stock take.can you imagine counting each and every item co-op sell for 8 hours?! And the items we counted included those placed in store! GOSH! Our eyes were busy searching for bar code numbers.

luckily we got a batch of juniors from nitec with us. they're also from IOE, their CA are also mrs chew! such a coincidental! totally same situation with us last year! LOL!

8 hours past pretty fast with counting, seeing, drinking, playing, "insulting". LOL!

Take each day as it comes, life is stressful enough.

Do not look back and grieve over the past,
there's nothing much you can do about it.

Do not worry about the future,
for it has yet to come.

As long as it is called today, CHERISH it!

Live this day as if it was your last,
and you will find each day worth living for.

photos time!!!

time for playing

he tot i wanna to snatch his precious? lol

time for mischieve

see see look look...

i'm still caught..

i dun care. i still wanna take things :P

the super-women. lol.

i counted myself pretty lucky. i checked my bank account on tues to check whether my pay was being transferred. i stunned when i saw the amount being hold in my acc. 80bucks more! i tot boss calculated wrongly or wat.

i checked my pay slip ytd. the extra amount was my COMMISSION! in the past, no commission was given to part-timers. but joan told me tt, boss is changin the system. and i think i was too happy of the commission and i juz signed the pay slip blindly. aft few hrs, i looked at the pay slip again onli to realise that my basic pay was short of 30 bucks. boss didn't gif me the double pay for national day -.- hopefully i can get an ans by tml.

hanson came today. i was a kind ah yee therefore i brought him to the nearest provision shop with my maid to buy him biscuits. but he kept crying like there's no tml! esp in the lift which i dun reali mind. i think ppl might tot that me n my maid kidnapped him or sth like that.

i tried means n ways to calm him down lik; "boy boy bu yao ku le. yee yee gif biscuits"

but nth seems to work. he continued to cry when the lift's door closed. he only stopped crying aft biaojie carried him over.

entertaining a kid isn't easy. but hanson is so CUTE that i dun mind entertaining him. lol.

who noes where's tampines st 81??? who can bring me there?? i wanna go c doc for my skin. lol..

yeah! i've finally got a 3G phone. sold away bro's samsung phone plus mum's 200bucks top up, i got myself a k800i! i've been wanting a clear camera phone which i can take as many photos as i like and blog as many photos as i wan.. LOL!!!

i signed up the student plan. used my name to sign the plan... think that's the start of learning of being responsible =)

joan juz called me. she said boss wanna transfer me to hg mall!! ARGHZ!! i dun wan la.. i've got used of compass point.. i lik the ppl there except 1.. though she said going bk to hg mall is "temporary" but who noes will the "temporary" become "pernamently"? mayb i shd juz try out, since it's juz for a week... money is more impt than anything now..

i have not been blogging for the past few days. i was mugging hard for the end of sem exams. had been visiting kovan's mac for continuosly, 6 days, and of cos, having mac for at least a meal each day...

today marks the last day of yr 1 sem 1.

had our last paper tis aftnoon. ACCOUNTING! the paper was quite easy except for a few tricky parts. i'm quite confident of getting at least 95% for this paper.

but, sigh, my BF paper wasn't a success. i misunderstood the qns! i think i'm the only one who misunderstood the qns so badly. i wrote PATENT for my qns and it requested 4 disadvantages. i dunno how i managed to "find" 4 disadvantages for PATENT but i did! for ur info, there's NO advantages nor disadvantages for PATENT! 4 marks gone. i can't understand the last qns also. same thing, i think i'm the only 1 in clz who couldn't get what the qns meant. another 4 marks gone.

i already did so badly for my common test which was 69. i expected high marks for this exam but now, sigh.. hopefully i can still get a B for BF. i dun (can't) expect much. a B will do :)

i've bought jay's lastest album. as usual, he didn't let his fans down. the song "qian li zhi wai" which was sang with fei yu qing is NICE! onli 1 word to describe thier combination: INCREDIBLE! lol! another song i love best is "tui hou". the lyrics is nice and meaningful... jay's singing in this album is much more clearer compared with the previous ones. he's reali improve lots :)

i'm stress!!! i've kind of completed my revision on unit 1,2,4,5,6 & 7... i can't move on to unit 8 now. cos it'll over write unit 1!! LOL!!! i nd a bigger capacity in my brain. left 2 more days to mug for the exams.. JIA YOU!!!

i did foolish thing few days ago. i realised it until ting told me sth today. OMG! i was so blur and foolish... is this the side effect of memorising too much things at 1 go? lol...

monday will be my death date. i'm still stuck at unit 5! SHIT! left 3 more days to memorise 5 more units and read through another 5 on cus service! i'm onli hoping to get a B. but i feel that it's diffi. cos C and D has been wanting to appear in my result slip so much. -_-"

heard that business fundamental exams have always been diffi and tricky. no doubt tis yr. surely is diffi and tricky! the killer module for everyone.

i hope joan will gif me gd news tonite tellin me that she's able to find someone to replace me on sat so that i can study for my exam.. :)

.........continue mugging..........

didn't go to sch tis morning. instead, went shopping wif mum.. went bugis and orchard. disn't reali shop at bugis before heading to orchard. mum bought me CK eternity perfume!! i've been wanting the eternity perfume since dunno when but it's pretty ex which i can't reali/bear to afford. lol..

i realised that i shdn't continue slacking, exams is on nect week! the most ridiculous thing is, i messed up the exams time table! i tot BF is on wed and i can stay at hm the whole day on tues to study BUT it turned out to be on MON!!! i only left a few days to study the WHOLE BOOK! 15 units, hundred pages! i juz started to study. unit 1, 4 and 5. i start from the most easy units. hopethis will help me to memorise well.. lol.. God, pls bless me! ppl, pls pray hard for me :)

so much things happened over the weekends. i know it's none of our business. mayb we cared too much? bothered too much? asked too much? said too much? that makes frenship turned out in this way? izzit becos we placed ourself so deep in others shoes so we can also felt the sadness therefore we said things that's "none of our business"? enough of that, since everything has ended, since that's nth to do with us. anyway, hope everyone gets his/her happiness. ")

i dun hav much mood to blog. dunno y. mayb i'm juz too tired. :)

ytd went out wif those crazy freaks again. had so much fun!!! lol!!!

now is the photo time...

nwaday e toilet mirror veri big sia

courtesy of a kind stranger. lol.

the three BEAUTIES!! muahahaha!!

a pregnant lady cat-walking

at TCC lim kopi. they said i looked weird in tis photo. did i?

aft the kopi, we set off to changi. ting's relatives had booked a chalet there and we acc her there cos she's abit... ur noe la.. lol..

HEES

we're all TIRED!!

the photo-taking session continued when we reached changi

i'm energetic again. lol.

woo~

we dunno tis cute little boy, there's a story behind....

me: didi, u alone ah? ur mummy neh?
didi: mummy inside the room. i finding my slippers
me: didi, jiejie (me) pretty anot?
didi: BU MEI LA!
ting: didi, who's the most pretty among we 3?
didi: all not pretty la!

lol.. he's so cute! too bad he loves to lie. sigh...