i'm tired. emotionally. sometimes, i reali feel lik quitting sch. i dunno y. juz feel tt way. my life seems miserable but i'm the only one who knows and feels that. my outer seems relaxing, funny, smart and even CLOWN. but who knows and understand the actual emotions that i'm feeling? i dun wanna to be the clz's clown anymore. i loathe this kind of title. even i'm a clown, who will appreciate this clown?!

everything seems so unfamiliar. except for IAC, i can't understand the rest of the modules. seems like poly is drifting far from me...... i'm feeling extremely stressful. like wat i've said, no one is sensitive enough to feel my emotions, so no one sense that regina is STRESS!