the role play was actually kind of completed on last sun BUT the video was being deleted 30% dunno due to wat reason. so ytd we re-took the video AGAIN! the whole thing! luckily ytd we've got koon chee and guo long's help, or else i doubt we couldn't hav finished up the role play successfully.

and of cos, pros occured again ytd. we nearly couldn't even start to take our role play due to some complicated reasons. the 5 of us didn't noe wat to do! the onli thing we could do was to call, sms EVERY single person we could find in our handphone contacts!

and also then, i know wat kinds of frens i have! i thanked those who though doesn't hav video cam but at least you tried telling me who i could got to. as for those who i asked "so do ur frens hav? can u help me to ask?" and u replied "sry i dun think they'll hav", i know wat kind of frens u're! u didn't even tried helping me and you replied this kind of things!

i know it's kinda hard to ask ppl for video cam for ur fren as it's an ex thing to borrow. but i reali nd it URGENTLY! didn't i mentioned the word "URGENTLY" in my 1st sms?

and, i called becos i was URGENTLY in need of a video cam! and yet, some ppl keep telling me things which unrelated to my topic! i know you've been wanting to let me know how close you and him are now, but please spare a thought for me, can?

i was reali pissed off!

i'm grateful that i have a quite understanding mum (my bio mum), who i can confide almost everything and anything to her. i spoke to her last night cos i was reali pissed off, not actually the video thingy but another.

she consoled me alot. she said that i shdn't think of him anymore! i should even stop every contact to him, shdn't even send any sms to him not matter what happen.

surprised right? i actually told my mum about the guy! and despite reprimanding me like what most traditional parents do, she consoled me and gave me advices. what more can i expect? :)