i've settled everything. the paper work. but not my mood. everyone is stopping me, i noe i noe. i noe ni men wei wo hao. my dearest xiuling rabbit jia feng ivy shirley kim yen, thks for persuading me. i noe definitely there'll be one day i'll be deeply regret for not continuing my studies so suddenly. but i think this is the best way for me now.

dear fren, though to u, wat u said might juz be a joke or even nth, but to me, it reali hurts me lots. even now, the pain is still there. frens for years, if i ever been a lousy fren to u, den i think the onli thing i can do is apologise. u can say i'm sensitive, and yes i am. but the words were reali hurting, it somehow relate to my pride. u said u called me b4 aft the incident but i didnt receive any of it. hopefully time will heels everything.

my days weren't going well and smooth. dad did not tok to me for nearly a week. to him, not matter wat happen, not matter how stress i'm, i MUST continue my studies until the day i can comfortablely sit on a office chair. how can i seek for his forgiveness?